The rainy weather here in Conneticut has been really annoying as of late.
Every now and then there'll be a break and it'll be sunny of course, but for
every two/three days of sunshine you get a week of sporadic rain showers...and after a while it makes me feel blue.

I've been at home for most of my summer. I went job hunting for a few weeks and got nothing. And so, eventually I gave up finding a job and now I spend my time fighting boredom and the random bouts of depression.

I'm usually okay, but I think too much. And long put short I've been unhappy with the fact that I still have some " growing up " to do.

I hate that I lack definition and direction in life. And I hate the fact that I still have yet to find myself and know what I'm really about. It really sucks. I'm 19 and I'm still confused as what the answers are to some of the big questions I have.


But know that the rain is gone and the sun is out I feel better. I've been spending more time with my friends and it's helping. And I think I'm getting closer to the answers.

I've been helping Fred out with a movie script, and hopefully get around to filming it this fall, so I'll be busy with that. And I'll update my page with some new stuff this week.-Dante